Thursday, 18 July 2019

Written Version of Munich 1917 performed piece.....


A Study in How to Non- Literally Write Up a Performance


He was enjoying the performance that came before him, it’s wit and intelligent subversion of the most loved of communist symbols, learning and fantasy refiguring the hammer and sickle, but he was anxious too; when exactly would he take over, take up position on the finely crowded stage, cluttered with the paraphernalia of two ex-centric performances. In the minutes and then seconds to go, what difference could it make to the timing of the commemoration or celebration of the GOSR? 
It’s a banal but always important issue, distance and proximity, historical and subjective time, the time of some urgency or its total absence. He remembers the fiftieth anniversary, when they were young and the Revolution merely middle aged, and how a new form of it seemed almost imminent in the world wide upsurge of anti-colonial moments and dissatisfaction in the imperial heartlands, the unfolding of the Cultural Revolution in China; and now it seems not fifty more years away, the measure of his own ageing, but rather as if it had never happened, or had just happened and we had not yet had news of it; some always spectral event, never more and never less than the desires that made it seem possible. It seems more urgent to deal with that anxiety, now, today, than what happened, or might have happened a hundred years ago.
He feels that old scansion of the slogans that came and went, staccato, almost randomly, according to the scenario, a meeting or a demonstration, changing emphases depending on some more or less radical change of ‘line’, long live, long live long live death to death to death too ….(Marx, Engels, Lenin, Trotsky, Stalin, Thälmann, Mao, Naxalbari, Enver… running dogs, US Imperialism,…) All of this might have begun then, in October, 1917, and only now is there some kind of rest, rest if not release from the burden of wanting so much. Now he will try to adopt the postures from which they had shouted their slogans, these lost mimetics of the revolutionary posture…of rallying or resistance.
                                                                           



He tries to sleep, he thinks about how, in the short summary of his vast history of the Revolution E H Carr skilfully takes two paragraphs  two cover what takes China Mieveille thirty pages of more or less turgid and over-dramatised narration and of how Charles Bettelheim struggled to exculpate himself from what he saw as others’ errors concerning Soviet economics and he wonders if bad faith and indifferent writing, and thus even the words of its most ardent advocates, have, in their own way, contributed to the fall of the ideals of 1917…
His own bad faith, it must be, it might become the very ground from which to build some kind of a commemoration of or a memorial for a desire that the GOSR had once come to be, to have been, the figure, the desire and revolution perishing in each other’s embrace.
The stage is set just as he had asked, the chaise longue exceeds expectations in its almost queasy Biedermeier blue, the coat hanger is an immense and impressive device that looms in the background where it will be festooned with clothing and archive papers, aides-memoire of the situations from which he might have to speak; there are two screens and a small table with an office chair and a dictionary lying on it, randomly open. On the screen to the left of the viewers an extract from Kozintzev and Trauberg’s 1929 film The New Babylon will run for the duration of the presentation and, indeed,

                                                                                                


    
I will try to use this soundless clip to time the event; I hope that this Soviet memory of the Commune will have become the time of my commemoration, as such. For near the beginning, kneeling with my elbows on the chaise, I will have read out some of Lenin’s comments on the Paris uprising that I once found to be a vindication of my own beliefs, but that I now hold to me unsatisfactory, a little like cashing in or drawing credit from the Communards – I am not sure which.
For example….

So, some of his papers and notes had already been scattered around the set under the chaise, and the precious little musical box, the ‘petit componium’ lies hidden in an ordinary, green nylon bag. He plans to reveal the componium right at the end, to play its funny little hand punched card with is basic but pretty enough rendering of Jean Baptiste Clément’s song Le temps des cerises, which once came to stand for the melancholy felt at the demise of the Paris Commune in the years after 1871.
The Internationale too came out of the Commune, a secretly written hymn to a future utopia that would wait until the 1880s to find a tune, and which would then flow around the world, louder and louder and in so many languages and that’s its fading in our own time is a miracle of hegemonic volume control in the suffocating regime of finance and neo-liberal capital and the piteous decline of well-meaning social democracy. I think it is entailed in the power of the relation Listen/Act, and I will try to act this out as a memorial for 1917.




I feel uneasy now, and will feel all the more so when I show the screen devoted to the Internationale, ill at ease with Eugène Pottier’s phrase ‘du passé faisons table rase…’ as that’s what I cannot do, fear to do, all this moment on stage will be spent in saying this, over and over, that there is nothing to recall from or of the GOSR if it is not our own pleasure in rebellion and our own perfidy in living at the same time in our bourgeois past, the involuntary and unavoidable perfidy of being what we are when faced with that which faces, or wants to face, only the future and the future of a class, the working class, the damnées de la terre, les forçats de la faim.’ So what we had in common with 1917 was this: that, with equal fervour, we wanted what we could never have: to be those intellectuals, of whom Comrades Marx and Engels wrote, in the Manifesto of the Communist party, that they split off from their class would go over to the side of the proletariat … and so this cluttered stage is nothing if it is not my table rase.
At the very end, when I had intended to re-play Cherry time, this time, live, so as to speak on the componium, the repeat of a short video seen quite near the beginning, I found that the fraud of my own guilt had to be called, a point of celebration had to be found, I had to sing my favourite song of revolution, not one of music hall sentiment nor of militancy on the march, debout, debout, debout… but this aimons nous et quand nous pouvons nous unir pour boire à la ronde ((la ro-o-ooonde, it sounds)), buvons, buvons, buvons, à l’indépedence du mo-o-o-onde)) THE ANTHEM OF 1848, the song of Pierre Dupont, and here to follow the track to another possible beginning…
It seems now that he is truly celebrating something, for he produces a bottle of Bourbon from under the chaise and pours a handsome slug into a tumbler and, on the last note of the last word, the mo-o-oooonde, he downs it, as if for one moment one might have what we once all wanted. Oddly too, he showed an image of Ingrid Bergman in the film Anastasia, counter-revolutionary fantasy if ever there were, seated coolly beside Yul Brynner, and he says how she taught us all ‘how a handbag should be carried’. It seems trivial on his part, but maybe he is just again crying out of his entrapment in and old and terrible and reactionary world, which 1917 came to redeem, but not then and not yet. This retreat to another origin, perhaps, is another way out, towards the table rase, an age of more credible innocence?
At the beginning it looks like this:
Screen 1 with live shot of man lying on chaise holding tablet. Looking a tablet and listening to some song, that we, the audience can hardly hear, he speaks more or less what we can see, when did it all begin, begin for me, he seems vexed by the question and if you, the audience could clearly hear what I hear on my tablet it is a song of the Incredible String Band, written around the time of the 40th anniversary and it’s called the October Song, though there the relevance ends, if you like.
 I mumble some of the words, I often do when I start a piece, I’ll sing you this October song for there is no song before it the words and tune are none of my own… Yes, saying this, that they are none of my own, is a way of belonging, perhaps to a collective of some kind, to some other people who recall something they never knew as if it were from within their experience. Yes, that is what he will do, drag out of his words and things that happened, or even did not, recalled or not, something he may be permitted to say about the Great October Socialist Revolution.

At some point in the event, I knew that I would have to try to perch myself on the chaise in something as near as I could get to match the posture St Theresa of Avila in Bernini’s chapel in Santa Susanna, Rome. I do this from time to time as the sculpture is so well-known both as a figure of art’s virtuosity and sense defying capriciousness as well as one of desire so extreme that the its abstraction or its lack become almost scarily visible. Whatever I say while holding this position itself becomes less than a position, as such; more of a risk, an enunciation so at odds with the posture that it becomes, let us say, its own critical absurdity, and I planned both to shout slogans that expressed my undying desire for a revolutionary transformation of society, long live, long live, long live, and to read extracts from the becoming managerial reports to the congresses of the Bolshevik party in the years after 1917. The words of (Comrade) Stalin or Comrade Lenin emerging from ‘her’ mouth as I try to mouth it, the sculpture envision and sever attachment just as, I hope adopting a posture
Stalin
But while these shouts or cries or readings emerge from his mouth as he is becoming the Saint, I think that we begin to see this: that he is torn, torn between his accumulated culture, his own loves and desires, culturally, he loves late Beethoven and Elvis and Techno  and Puccini and he is, and I use the word that he uses himself, a fag as well; like a number of great Soviet spies before him; that he is torn between all this and the austere demands of a free society, or the recognition of an equality between beings in this world that goes beyond any purely formal conception of democracy. As he writes, shouting and crying out, this insubstantial or fragile articulation of being torn becomes the ground of his being in history, in this case in the memory of 1917. It is now a century ago, and he is over seventy years of age, so you can see that they have coexisted for so long that he can hardly envisage the now, the anniversary itself, as anything more than a tiny blip, if it is even that, in the unfolding of his self, his subjectivation, whatever you want to call it; let alone in the consciousness of the wretched of the earth who lived before it, who were its reason and whose reason is as lost as ever it was.
Songs, songs, he thinks all the time through songs, the beginnings seem to find themselves somewhere near of with a melody. And films too, there are the New Babylon, which plays on and on, and we get a glimpse of Les Enfants du Paradis, different figures of the people who were the supposed subjects of or for the revolution, those who bore both the joys and burdens of becoming saved from the long nightmare of capitalism.
Yes, yes, it is that, I want to talk about the Paris Commune. Under the chaise there are some papers, some political cartoons from the time of the Commune, and some prints that served as illustrations to early Soviet pamphlets, as well as Lenin’s famous comments on the fate of that uprising. He starts to read them out, but now I find them short-circuited, unimaginative, making place for 1917 to be a success at the expense of the Commune’s having been a failure, so I will play one of my screens, a short video of my petit componium, my hand turning it as it jangles out Le Temps des Cerises. Certain ‘failures’ are survived by a complex of feelings and investments which carry over the dryness of the end into a means of living now, to becoming a reminder of sounds and tunes and attitudes, as one strikes them or hums them, here now, in public, or even just in the shower. These form part of the memory, the memorial of or for the hopes a revolution might have figured, their succession and recurrence strike out the moment, one two three or ten or twenty decades, a moment that can hardly ever be made, in time, or only in time. I think about what has just gone before me, the out of time of the hammer and sickle, their out of timeliness.
I think of the Internationale, I try to show how it pursues its traitors in so many voices, so many angry hordes. Long live, long live long live (Comrade Marx, Comrade Engels, Comrade Lenin and then Stalin and Mao and Enver, in the end, yes, we took our pick thinking that making such a choice might be decisive for what happened next, but that’s who we were, filled with so much else, yes so many songs and rhythms.
Look: there is Leonid Brezhnev in 1964, he’s up there on the screen surrounded by three versions of the Internationale, in Russian, Zulu and Albanian and they play around him and drown him out, he is dressed as a bourgeois, elegantly at a huge desk, and he (the speaker, I mean) clicks the rampant, militant graphemes on his screen and sets the songs in motion while making for a white dress shirt that is hanging on the coat stand at the back right of the stage, and he brings it to the Chaise without taking his eyes off the terrible apparition, his ears filled with the music which might save, but will surely fade away. Debout les damnés de la terre, but he slumps on the chaise and shows us the shirt.



Now I’ll tell them an anecdote. It’s long and maybe too personal, but it controls me at this moment, this century of uncertainties about endings and beginnings and the order of their occurrence for us, each of us. Listen, this is too personal, I know, but how do I know when it began and when it ended? You see Brezhnev (Death to revisionists, death to the running dogs of of  of … long live Mao Tse Tung), this photograph or one like it came out on the front page if Time or some other influential mag and I was walking through the college to me room and my tutor came rushing down his staircase into the quad and said, urgently, Rifkin, some and see this, come up and see what I just say, and my tutor came from a family of academics who knew Eastern Europe and Russia inside out and, indeed, his father had drawn some of the boundaries of countries at the Treaty of Versailles, a bit after the birth we are seeing today a 100 years on, and had founded the Czech Boy Scout movement, so you can see the kind of education I had as a young would-be communist and he showed me this picture or one very like it and he said look, look carefully, look at his cufflink, he wants us to see it, this isn’t Kruschev bashing his shoe on the podium, he wants us to see that link and he paused and he said this: “that’s it, the Revolution is over”.
So he was telling us some kind of parable, because he showed us the shirt he held, screwed up, and spread it out, and showed the beautiful link in one of the cuffs and said it was his shirt and (down with down with down with), whatever, Brezhnev joined the bourgeoisie from which he longed to split, so he could never split from Brezhnev, he was nothing more than an abject fellow-traveller, a fag, a rotten element, and the Revolution never stood a chance, it had no beginning and too many ends. He always wanted too much, and always what he could not have had.
So I threw myself into a hesitant torrent of impossibilities, I loved the people because I saw Les Enfants du Paradis at a ciné-club in Manchester with my mother, and I found there and then and for ever the beauty of the sound of a film passing through the gate of a 16mm projector, and that was the gateway to a world or a worlding in me of so many cultures, the menu-peuple of Paris, the substance of the modern art work in the clicking of the projector, the political and aesthetic avant-garde merged into a single sonority, oh how I did believe in that, and from love loved so many irreconcilable objects.

     

 and the fighting revolutionaries of the Battleship Potemkin and the revolutionary upturning of vision of the Man with a Movie Camera and the devastating beauty of the doomed prince in Ivan the Terrible, and I saw these movies in a civic library with vast porticos that made me want to pass through those of the Soviet magnificence of Moscow and Leningrad archives, even when there was no longer a Leningrad. And that was why, at the beginning, I tried to sit like Warren Beatty in Reds and read out what Gorky said about Lenin saying that one could only love the Appassionata sonata too much and that this too much was a menace to Revolution, because it seized all of one’s energy. So, in the Brezhnev screen the Appassionata survived the International in all its versions and played on and on, and the memory of the GOSR became a fragment, a figment of everything that was well-meaning and good on one’s, my bourgeois subjectivation. And that Eisenstein and Marcel Carné and I were all fags and that was why we wanted, so badly, the proletariat, and its otherness, and that the day the damnées would be truly debout, we could no longer desire, perhaps at all.

Long Live,
Death To
Aimons Nous, et quand nous pouvons unir pour boire à la ronde buvons buvons buvons à l’indépendence du monde

Choose one of the above three


Wednesday, 19 June 2019

Opposition to BDS and the battle against critique, as such.


Peter Schäfer director of Jewish Museum in Berlin, leaves over BDS and opening the Museum to a wider remit.

Gilad Erdan - Israel Security Minister on BDS


“Courts in Spain and France have ruled anti-Israel boycotts illegal, and convicted BDS activists,” he continued, adding that “there have been more than 50 lawsuits against BDS over the last several years, many of which have been successful.”
Assailing “BDS terrorists”, Erdan congratulated the gathered activists for their “commitment, dedication, and tireless efforts, together with those of my ministry and all of the relevant bodies in the Israeli government”.
The minister urged “national authorities” around the world to “investigate the activities of terror-linked BDS groups”, adding that “financial institutions should take into account the risks involved in doing business with them. No one should do business with terror.”
Deduce: Schäfer is a terrorist. Deduce: disagreement with a dominant ideology as such is terrorism?

Time, and now time again to get to grips with this, as I am indubitably BDS, since even before it was founded, and I am neither self hating nor an anti-semite, as such - as far as I know. But who am I to say?  I am an admirer of Daniel Barenboim, too. The leader of the German Jewish community is reported to have said that the next director must be Jewish. But what does that now mean? That only a person identifying themself ethnically in the sense now required by the Israeli nationality law need apply? That a museum of childhood must have a child director? The first permanent display at the Museum I found to be rather good, a beautiful run through the historical issues of the German Jews addressed, rightly I thought, to the 'average' German teenager. That seemed right. Libeskind's building I rather dislike, it is pompous and showy and repetitiously stages the inadequacy of any viewer to the slightly over expressionist emotional catastrophe that it elaborates. If you don't feel bad in the rather kitschy way it demands, then you are not good enough. The ex-director is, to say the least, an important writer on Jewish and Christian histories in their interdependence.

But a note on what does it mean to say I am BDS: let's try a new exposition of this acronym rather as a form of attention to oneself? It is not just a matter of disagreeing, certainly not one destroying, but a matter of settling with oneself the limits of one's own consent, agreement and refusal to draw advantage from states or funding bodies or big pharma, whatever, when one sees the way in which they cause damage. 

For example I am not happy when friends or colleagues queue to do gigs in China given the long enough history of organ farming from prisoners, the Uighur situation etc. Their argument is usually something of the order 'but I make real contact' etc etc, but that they have to judge and if I disagree I don't judge.

I refuse to heap praise on a state such as France just for its European stance (more like my own than that of Corbyn or Gove, less like my own and that of DIEM) when it systematically maims and injures protesters and Zadistes, but I do go there. I refused a gig in Moscow because I will not go to pink-wash the culturally hipster rich art-loving billionaires. I have not bought Ludwig chocolate products since they were exposed in an art exhibition at the RA years ago, I do support the BP boycott at Tate, and for decades I spat on the step of South Africa House when I walked past it in apartheid years, nor do I go to the USA any more ... I vowed not to go until Guantanamo was closed ... though I have been once to visit a dying friend. 

All these matters are one of general and day to day judgements so in saying I am BDS I mean that I have to think through my relation to many situations, one of which is the situation of Palestine and Israel, and yes, I have never knowingly bought a West Bank product, and I stand with any Israeli who stands for international law, as well as any ... the instances are infinite.


ANYWAY


this is a dismal event and a sign of the increased stifling of thought in the face of a geopolitical struggle that is a disaster for Jews who do not feel that they belong to a unique race as defined by Netanyahu. It disempowers us from dealing with anti-semitism, as we can see all to clearly in the way Margaret Hodge uses not signing up for IHRA as a smear. Israel, according to Trump and Netanyahu is indeed the homeland that would make quislings of us all.  I have never agreed with the idea that one might fight for another country's army as a legal right, but anyway I would not fight for 'my own' -- my immediate family, my mum, my sister and I, were Windrush style threatened in the 1970s!


So the IHRA is part of a process that invalidates the thinking of Primo Levi,  criminalises resistance fighter of another epoch like Edgar Morin, or a thinker like Vidal-Naquet, it makes Arendt look like a bad Jew, it elides, if any further elision were possible, the fate of the Sephardi communities in the Mediterranean under nazism (Salonica etc) and after (Schafer's plan to do work on Iranian Jews) ... under a welter of whatever...... It disables the memories of the many pro-Israel nazi exiles and survivors I knew, founding Zionists even, who were shocked at Sabra and Shatila and condemned Begin as already and always a fascist(their word). In Geroge Prochnik's Stranger in a Strange Land (actually the best history of Zionism I have readeven Walter Benjamin must appear as a threat to this current world order! 

 I need to clear a space for differential thinking and how one comes to it as a singular individual. Here is a fine example to read, written by two good friends:



                      
 Why am I for BDS, as I was for the boycott of the old S Africa? Let me repeat that I boycott an awful lot of places, I don't go to any county where non-hetero-standard sexualities are forbidden and/or punished. Yes it's a lot and some of them pay old academic hacks like me well to pitch up and do their pink washing.

For example as Jean Stern's brilliant study:



shows the recruiting of pink washing by the ruling establishment of the supposedly queer capital of the Med is one of identity and libertarian politics grimmer passages into social control, exclusion and discrimination. In this context it is worth looking at the collaboration between laicity and right wing Zionism in the work of the pornographer (a truly great one, btw) Michael Lucas.

But let me go back into my own history in a few stages and moments:

My mother's parents came to the UK from Alexandria in 1923 and, typically for a generation of Alexandrians, and despite having many relatives in Palestine, implanted since the expulsion from the Iberian Peninsula between 1492 and 1497, neither Palestine then nor a future Israel was on their agenda. They went on old business routes, and Manchester was obvious.

My grandfather was a failure as a business man, in large part I came to see because his only interests in life were the Synagogue, the Talmud and Mishnah and the Hebrew bible all of which he read over and over, commenting to himself in Arabic, his only full spoken and written language, while worrying his worry beads and consuming Lebanese Arak. He managed to get through over three decades of life and raising three children like that because, I guess, looking at family documents and my own running to and fro between Manchester and Lausanne, he and his family were entirely kept by his younger brother who was a successful business man who quit Cairo for Switzerland in 1956. (His nephews tended to be more pro Israel after leaving Egypt though it came to none of them to live there.) Between him and his brother Arabic (classical) remained their common language.

Now contention : Grandpa did not think that a state of Israel could have a right to exist, or certainly not before the arrival of the Messiah. In a sense, you could say, the actually existing state was a kind of Christian heresy and an acceptance of Jesus as Messiah.  cf the actual support for the extreme right in Israel from fundamentalist Christians in the US, out on the hunt for Armageddon - these are the most anti-semitic of all Christians as they believe only in instrumentalising being-Jewish for their own eschatology.

reflected a great deal on his - Grandpa's - position and eventually I think found a key in the Book Makkot, difficult reading, to the effect that its elaborate punishments for complex forms of crime and misdemeanour could only be applied on the day of the (first) coming of the Messiah when a virtuality that we might anachronistically call a Jewish state would come into being for a flash and only in the moment of redemption. 

So that is what he seemed to have believed and I recall him on three occasions going to Jerusalem to die, which was the norm for his patriline, into the mists of time. It was a nuisance because once established in a conveniently and appropriately modest apartment he would not leave to set foot on the streets of an unauthorised and blasphemous territory, nor could he allow himself to hear Hebrew as a spoken language. (Behind their front door in Didsbury was a pile of Jehovah Witness newspapers  neck high that he would not allow to be thrown, nor their title pronounced -- I snuck them away from time to time when they became a danger). In the end, the very end, he died in Manchester.

So I grew up with a big ? over the idea of Israel as a Jewish State  for all that I recognised the difference between the right to a homeland for the Jewish People agreed by the UN and the blasphemy that so shocked Béhor Levy. I also, as someone who was to come to a critique of Imperialism as such forcibly had to come to grips with the idea that no state or nation could, finally, be just in its foundation. The UK itself was a forced union, gained by a brutal exercise of power. So the concept of a right to exist was an important critical-historical  category, not a terrorist proclamation. Certainly I grew up in a household where Arabic came first, then French and then English, for all that I only got to learn the second and the third, with a good smattering of read Hebrew. 

But we were constrained to understand this complexity amongst Jews by the striking presence among many of our friends of the parent/grand parent as survivor of the holocaust, or as early émigrés to Palestine from Eastern Europe in search of an education - different stories that led more easily to Israel. (Our dad's Lithuanian/South African heritage was historically situated so that no known members of his family had perished in the camps

That said, my Grandmother, who disliked Israel on the whole and lamented Alexandria all her long life, and the old inter-nation of Egypt-Syria-Lebanon which she inhabited (cf Edward Said a generation later) had a close cousin to whom she often spoke and who visited her in Manchester, Emmanuel Yedid-Halévy whose family had arrived in Palestine in the 1700s? and who was an enthusiastic Zionist. He was the judge who charged Eichmann in the early hours of the morning when he was disembarked in Israel. Another weird complicity with different histories we took in our different strides as young people. (see Ilan Halévy's work on this kind of problematic just before Pappe and others, I think) I think that, on my one visit to Israel, he was the most truly kind person I met, to me, that is, and it was a Sephardic thing.

What I want to insist upon up to now is this density and our capacity to deal with it as we grew up, a density occluded by and a coping  outlawed by Netanyahu's strike on Israel as an ethnic state: both preempting the plurality of Israel as a place and the plurality of the Jews as a not-one-people as such.  

Now an altogether other element: (to be continued)

1960 South Africa
1961 Israel
1963 Arendt


Saturday, 15 June 2019

Berlin week of ! May: David Wojnarowicz meets Greta Thunberg. The Bauhaus and in the (in)equalities of Intelligent Design. Frank Wagner remembered.

DW + GT and me at KW  ... about three weeks ago I pushed off to Berlin for two nights (lost attachment if ever there was and, anyway, I loathe attachment theory, lets say the signifiers now have signifieds for me and they are all dull and sheenless objects, mon dieu I hate the signified) but that is a way of thinking about the huge Wojnarowicz show at KW, thankfully without any of his ghastly paintings and far too many ants and, in addition, I never got off on Rimbaud masquerades as a radical gesture, fascinating poet, sexually dull - Verlaine a different class, don't you know? W was a great and intimate writer of irreparable anger and made what were once fascinating 16mm films, which here were digitised and blown up to death, to the level of the consumer spectacle he so despised in his work on the piers. But that is the Berlin of our times, full of dreary and conventional signifieds still masquerading as radical. 


(The Frank Wagner exhibition upstairs showed the work of a great curator and maker of an intensely gay episteme  that now looks historically adrift in the ensemble he helped to set in flow, oh sad entropy, an utterly moving photo of him in Gonzales-Torres curtain that made me long to speak with him again!)

Anyway younger colleagues and friends assure me that this is a great transmission of W so let it be. Although the element of Catholic guilt comes over loud and clear, a kind of clingy-seedy other to the self contented and VERY STRAIGHT/NAUGHTY GLOSS OF ANDRES SERRANO.

Two things, mind you. The video of the guy in the standard squalid downtown apartment getting up in his grubby (Hanes?) Yfronts and making up and dressing up to go out on the street in a cocktail dress now looks lamentably tame, sic transit the glory of old transgressions (btw I never believed in transgression, either). 

And in watching in detail how he does it I witnessed in increasing horror the number of plastic twigs he was using, eyeliner and eye lashes etc etc, and I realised that probably much of that, if it is not still floating in the Atlantic, has probably been ingested by the cod and salmon trout that I eat and is now inside me.

So thanks to Greta Thunberg, the Pauline Converter of our time, I could see that, in some respect, over three decades later, it was as if I had given him a blow job. It really is a case of far too much being the same as far too little and far too late..

Bauhaus a fascinating show, thanks to Grant and Marion, do get the massive catalogue. Wendolien van Oldenburgh at her very best (some good drone shots), a short video of Khader Attia awfully good on the colonial thing and the export of artworks as a kind of slavery, Otolith producing the magisterial and vaguely post colonial version of the national Geographic, but with such marvellous singing and ideas about how to make singing visible that i was ravi!! tout à fait! (also good drone shots, they are becoming legion)

Huge research on the Bauhaus in the world, I wrote two pieces, one in catalogue and one online, which took me usefully back to the more or less un-revisitable, but I have no idea how people will find this in its very elliptical and subtle presentation.

the GT question: In all its international forms what is the Carbon Footprint of this show?

All three shows designed for a fit 42 year old probably white male with perfect eyesight - so much for intelligent design. As a short, older male with varifocals I cannot guarantee the accuracy of anything I saw or seemed to have seen.


Sunday, 3 February 2019

Waiting, this, now, rapidly....

I am putting off quite a substantial series of thoughts around Barbara Pym and Wittgenstein, the Tractatus, it lies in my drafts folder, as it requires such close attention to how one, I in the occurrence, find oneself addressed by what is written and how this links two such odd partners into a kind of guide for the perplexed, to borrow a title from Maimonides.

In his very fine introduction to his edition of things written by me Steve Edwards remarks that I had once remarked that, if I were to write a memoir of my adventures, in the style of Daniel  Guerin(now back in fashion, or in fashion for the first time, edited, very straightly indeed, by La Fabrique), it would have to be based on my afternoon naps.

Indeed I did set out on that project once, and napped with a foolscap, red cloth bound notebook by me. Not a fresh notebook, but one with other things in it, the recounting of any of which would and will take up more space of procrastination. But once one begins to see procrastination as a propositional form, one that even includes the gender complexities and trans processes of our time, with only the 'cis' being free from it - and therefore less liable to be inventive - then I will have to allow them a space here. Though the nap pages remain perfectly blank, day after day, until, at last, I gave up trying to recount these dormant moments. Like the pages that represent them they were awfully blank

Some thoughts to come next.

I have always loathed the notion of the closet, and in oppsition to Eve Kosofsky, I once wrote a piece called The Epistemology of the Locker Room, somewhere in this blog it is. If in the grave, a fine and private place etc etc, none does there embrace, plenty of embracing went on in closets if sometimes of an essentially poetic intensity. Verlaine's poem 'd'une prison' is about as good as it gets and set to music by Hahn even better. L'éducation sentimentale' of Flaubert might still be the best gay love story ever written,

Why should one come out? Just self policing? For the benefit of the bien pensants? More to follow